December 2008
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Today was a crap day. It started off at 1am with my girlfriend dumping me….in a text. I had work two hours after that. I got sick at work, and it was terrible. I wanted to cry. I went to get chinese food with Brian after work. We listened to Silverstein and we laughed a lot today. He had me rolling. I haven’t had a chance to let it hit me. When I got home, Irving called and we went...
GRAH!
Starting to feel that everything good in my life is being destroyed….I feel like I’m destroying it. I’m a jerk and not a good person. I don’t know why everyone likes me. Can you help me figure it out someone?
I need to change my life.
I’m so sick and tired of this life I’ve led. I’m sick of everyone here. I’m sick of Ocala and I you wanna know what? I should just sit here and name the list of all the things I’m not sick of. I’d save myself a bunch of time and finger ache. I can never seem to do anything right. I’m obviously stupid too because I can’t see it. All I’ve been...
My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2008-12-21) →
Yiruma (36)
Chase Coy (27)
Death Cab for Cutie (12)
Josh Bales (6)
The Manchester Orchestra (5)
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She doesn’t even say I love you anymore! I’m the only one. She’s been ignoring me lately too. :(
My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2008-12-21) →
Yiruma (36)
Chase Coy (27)
Death Cab for Cutie (12)
Josh Bales (6)
The Manchester Orchestra (5)
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soooooo
Yesterday was the manchester show. I drove with Hannah, Brandy, and Sharon!!! I thought that I was going to have a fun time until I got some not so tasty texts messages from my girlfriend cause she was pissed at me…. I’ve known Sharon since like middle school. Hannah and Brandy and I have been friends for quite a little bit now. Well, I sent out a tweet saying “Driving to Orlando...
M/O
STOKED! MANCHESTER IS TONIGHT!
My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2008-12-14) →
Yiruma (69)
Kids of Survival (7)
Silverstein (6)
Jack’s Mannequin (6)
Shiny Toy Guns (6)
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I’m feeling really indifferent. Like I’m getting to the point where I don’t care about anything. I don’t want to spend my days sleeping away, but then I find myself doing it and feeling content. I feel like my life is going nowhere…Like I am going to be stuck like this forever. I don’t want to live like this. I’m growing tired of this quickly. I feel like...
Last night/early this morning
Reminded me of my favorite times growing up. Just laying on the roof with my best friend. Watching the clouds go by and making shapes and animals out of them. The stars were beautiful too. You could even see Venus and Jupiter. I miss these moments so much. I wish just being a kid again and not having a worry in the world. Just us two sitting there not caring. Just observing beauty and feeling...
There’s a week until manchester and no one will go with me. I think I’m just going to not go. I don t feel like driving alone. EFF
Some little kid thought robert was santa. ROFLCOPTER!
My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2008-12-7) →
Yiruma (17)
The New Amsterdams (15)
Dashboard Confessional (9)
Jason Mraz (9)
Skillet (9)
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My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2008-11-30) →
Jack’s Mannequin (9)
Cartel (7)
Phantom Planet (4)
The Replacements (2)
Across Five Aprils (2)
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okay so if you didn't know this,
The piano is the key to my heart. My future wife has to be able to play or we’re not getting married. I HAVE STUMBLED UPON A COMPOSER AND I AM COMPLETELY IN LOVE BEYOND BELIEF! YOU HAVE NO IDEA!
Everyone go listen to Yiruma! IMMEDIATELY!
River flows in you and Kiss the rain are like crack to me!
Tonight
was pretty much awesome. I got to hang out with an old friend from high school and turns out he’s moving in next door to me. We played the piano. I love the piano. It’s my favorite. Like an escape. Axis was ok. I hatehatehate broadcast and it pretty much ruined majority of the night, but it got better. Retards at starbucks messed up my drink. :( How hard is it to read? I mean for real?...
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Still not used to my hair being black. Maybe I shouldn’t have done it? AFjldsfhjdsfh well, there’s nothing I can do about it now. I think I am going to put some dark brown low lights in it or something maybe to like make it less extreme. It’s so dark and one flat color. I don’t know. I miss my Dog. I seen her today and she like ran to me and like tackled me and she sat in...
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